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[13 Nov 2005|09:41pm] |
Saturdays lake trip;
deja vu on drunken days.
We fought a forest fire;
i saved a house from destruction.
Complete surrealism, complete truth
peppermint liquor; smooth, like mouthwash.
finding updating completely pointless;
my throat burns from dripping; from searing flames, and aromatic leaves. the tar and nicotine scraping my throat through 3 too many packs.
loving life, missing life, realizing life.
finding that the one who said "love is a war" is right.
mysterious boys, mysterious girls.
spirally pandaemonium.
sweet dreams, my pretty
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[30 Oct 2005|09:11pm] |
update: finished perks.
the only let down in it was that it didn't change my perspective on lj.
the only emoish thing it was missing was charlie signing on to his blog everyday to "chat" with people electronically. X-)
see if it was in there, then i probably wouldn't be typing right now.
haha
but surely, it was a good book.
i hiked up to the top of a mountain today. yeah, and i had *great* incentive.
how Zen (peaceful..)
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[29 Oct 2005|02:10am] |
i'm so crunked to with my Dr. Dre and 2Pac cd's. word to my whiteness.
kraig's the man.
thanks corbin.
love kate-
party molly-
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[26 Sep 2005|07:56pm] |
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Bliss.
Ignorance.
Truth.
Nirvana;
Today was a day of prayers being answered;
today I talked to an angel.
A beautiful voice from a distant place, far removed from actually reality, or this surreal environment in which we are all made to suffer the fool idiocracy of teenage life.
Feeling like a philosopher,
having philosophized.
Lost,
Found,
and snapped into the now, snapped into the all occuring bliss of my reality.
PS. i've been letting it sit for days, my bulk inbox has hit the amazinggg peak of 1300.
i'm cool
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Menage is Thursday.
School had been going kind of fast,
just like some people's friendships.
all people are fiends in their own way, but sometimes it's better to just let it be that way.
uh.. i wish my life wasn't so boring, because I've run out of things to say.
<3
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[14 Sep 2005|03:53pm] |
Theory on Civilization-wide Acid consumption.
Think. Reality is what people say it is. Reality is really what we make it, but only for those who can grasp it by the handles that lie on the peripheal vision of the world from a 3rd person perspective. When you can see what is real and what isn't, you have your own grip, and own perception. If all the people were induced in a similar mind-state, maybe reality would lose all function and the world of magick and imagination would be unlocked. People would live there lives in a new state of mind, and if everyone was similarly induced, then reality would be changed. The text in books would reflect entropy and fantasy; surreal art would be depictions of the world we live in now, and the landscapes of Dali would emerge from our minds.
So, when you look at us all from far away, what do you see?
Is it little people to involved in their own secular life who don't have time to reflect on life, reality, and an interpretation of god, gods, or whatever pantheon they may choose to situate themselves with.
Think.
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[08 Sep 2005|08:32pm] |
Project HeART [07 Sep 2005|01:23pm]
creative_minds
[1nvrknoz]
Calling all artists!
Hospitals have no power. Families forced from their homes. The drinking water is polluted.The death count rises. This is not a third world contry your watching on T.V, This is the United States, OUR home. People need our help. Help to survive and rebuild.
Charity isn't always about dropping a buck in a coffee can
and right now it's about picking up a pen and lending your talent.
Project HeART is asking artists from tattooists to painters to pick up a 4x6 index card and give heART! Design a realistic heart, paint a sacred heart, sketch a traditional heart- whatever your style may be, we want to combine your amazing talent with that of other great artists to help the victims of Katrina that have lost everything. We'll be gathering all works of art into one large piece for a charity auction on eBay, with all profits going to Habitat for Humanity. Don't have an index card? Or prefer working on another material? Any 4x6 paper will do! Your contribution is more appreciated than you will know! Participants are asked to include their name, website, company, or other information that they would like attached to their work. Also send your email address to be made aware of the upcoming auction!
Spread the word and send your submissions by September 16, 2005 to:
Project HeART
c/o Brandon
1885 California Ave.
Corona, CA 92881
Let us know you're participating! Email ProjectHeART@hotmail.com for more information or to sign up!
Thanks for your participation in ProjectHeART!
PLEASE PASS THIS ON!
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friendships can be so hard.
a very smart young woman once said to me that love is a war.
now i further understand that really means.
and, once i heard an important man say that the opposite of love is not hate, it is nothing.
now i also can see how that is a logic statement.
it's hard, but the times are wonderful, unforgettable, and times to grow, change, love, hate.
registration is tommorow. o my god. where did this summer go??
so quick,
but we're seniors now. or a lot of us.
:-?
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Crosby, Stills, and Nash concert with matt and zach.
incredible; they have definitly gotten older and changed, but their heart and music is still powerful and uplifting.
deja vu; we have all been here before, we have all been here before.
fun; too many cans, and of course, the old cheap champagne, an obliterating warm liquid that only held an emotion of pure gagging.
beautiful day spent driving around, hoping for a trip to the parkway so that their guitars could be played; open nature and a free mind, soaking our throats in cancer.
miss you all.
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Back from New York!
Highlights:
- Coney Island Music festival
- Lots of cool people
- Good Green
- Lip Piercing
- Inspiration
- NYC fucking rocks
Lowlights:
- Being mistaken for a hooker
- E.R. to remove lip ring
- Away from friends
- Not being able to paint
-Now that I'm back..
I see that lots of shit has gone down in the burg...
People arrested,
rules tightened,
friends gone,
friends going,
Completely bored by this town!!!!
So it's fun... when you're bored, to put on your old pleather pants and dance to techno music in your room. I amuse myself.
So time really does move slower in the south..
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[27 Jul 2005|04:11pm] |
Finally.
Almost done;
But I get to see Rent Sat.
Such a fucking pointless entry..
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[25 Jul 2005|08:11pm] |
Plants are seen by some as inanimate greenery with no actual feelings and life force. But Druids see life in all living things, from rocks and stones, to rivers and springs, plants and trees - all life is sacred. Have you ever thought about how you recognise the beginning of Spring? Is it the plant life? The weather? How does a plant know when it is time to grow? It cannot tell the time or see a calendar. Yet it knows. If it has senses then it has consciousness, if it has consciousness then it is more than an inanimate life form. So it is the return of life to the Earth that is celebrated at Alban Eilir, the time of balance.
-http://www.paganmusic.co.uk/druidryintro.html
Found this while reading and thought it had a very strong point.
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Hell yes.
One week left of this overrated art camp.
Although I will miss some of the cool people here, I can't wait to see the oldies in the burg.
I'm fucking broke though, grand total of 20 dollars left.
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Today is the Siren Festival in Coney Island.
I'm kind of excited even though I don't remember who's playing.
I spiked all my hair up with blue ice and got my grungiest shit together.
I'm still stuck in this library until five though, and bored out of my mind.
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Camp is going more quickly now.
NYC is the shit. Period.
Lots of awesome places, shows, music, clothes, etc.
So we've drawn two nudes so far, a new and different experience.
Not the most pleasant, until you realize the human body is a piece of art.
One of the most beautiful of creations; a new goal for me, to achieve it. :-)
I just want to say that I love and miss you all that actually read this,
_*_*_
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So far so good.
NY was incredible;
But now the work begins.
Just finished pre-college orientation.
Dinner at 5
4 weeks of hardcore design.
But lots of free time, actually.
I think-
I already miss you guys.
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[28 Jun 2005|09:22pm] |
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summer has been quite entertaining so far.
three trips.
lazy days smoking on the porch, helping my grandmother.
a simple, idealistic 'chill' summer...
but all that's changing saturday - at 5:30 in the morning when I leave for NYC; Art school for four weeks, and a few extra days to shop, etc.
i'll miss everyone, and i won't have my phone.
lynchburg, stay... cool?..
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[21 Jun 2005|08:39pm] |
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summer has been pretty swell. so far.
nice storms, nice weather.
friends,
art,
conceptual genuity,
devious accounts of 'illegal' activity?
money, work-
and still my hair gets lighter and lighter?
all of you that i haven't seen yet, i want to. miss and love you all
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don't you love her as she's walkin out the door,
wild-
goodbye my L.A. Woman
tribut/allus. --Jim
last night was rather hectic; fun; forgetful, and watched one of my fav. movies once again
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